for thought.

people are singing too many songs about love when there's not much of it to go round the world at all. it is a sick place, and we're adding loads of shit and rubbish to the already shitty world. the world is a place worse than before, people and society keep pulling their bullshit on you.

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she's giving off vibes that say "I'm a flirt.", and she doesn't realize it. wait till she gets duped and banged. then she'll watch her step. we can't do anything for her if she isn't prepared to accept our harsh opinions, or maybe she's just too much of a hypocrite? she thinks she isn't doing anything wrong, which is what we all do more often than not. we reflect, but does she?

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when you think there's a feeling there, it slips through your grasp before you can hold it tightly to your chest. why am I afraid of being immersed in these feelings? is it because I'm actually not really serious about it? that's hard to accept..

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why am I like this when its about him? gosh, I really need to be more relaxed and understanding and expect less if I'm ever going to stay sane. its always the same - get frustrated -> calm down -> everything fades away -> repeat.

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sometimes we just need people to state the ever-obvious for us; we're just too unwilling to accept the harsh truth on our own. if people state it for us, you usually get it. its always there, dormant, waiting for you to accept it and move on.

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you're free to drown yourself in depression and sorrow, just don't over do it. stop feeling miserable for yourself if you're gonna say bullshit like "there's no such thing as a brighter side in my life.". you need to snap yourself back, even if you have to make harsh decisions. aren't your friends sticking by you? you're losing focus on the simpler things in life. having real love isn't the only thing in the world, you know. so don't pull your bullshit on us and say you can't take it anymore. it'll hurt for a while, but it'll pass, eventually. it always does.

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just so you guys'd know, I'm not actually feeling terribly sarcastic right now. its just stuff I want to put down (:

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last but not least, may God extend His comforting hand over the grieving family. my condolences are with you..

Posted February 4th, 2010