ITS RANTING TIME. RAWR.

Rant 1
My boss won't stop PMS-ing in the afternoon. He's always talking about ...stuff. When its time to sweep and mop the floor, and we (the part-timers) don't do it in the "correct way" he starts giving us a sermon about how we're going to run our own house next time and doing these house chores will be inevitable. PLS LA I KNOW THAT LOR. -_- Oh and, he likes to pick on me especially - and I have absolutely NO IDEA WHY. Sure I'm a bit slow in preparing the sandwiches and stuff, but YOU DON'T HAVE TO KEEP SIGHING AT ME RIGHT?!?!?!?!

Rant 2
So what if you're short on part-timers, huh?! Is that my problem? My bosses don't seem to care if I have off-days or not. Its like SO hard to ask them for off-days, for me at least. I feel so bad because they don't have enough people to run the whole damn place. Asses.. I'm really gonna try asking for every saturday off - if I can find the courage to..

Rant 3
F*CK YOU IF I HAVE TO WORK ON MY BIRTHDAY.

Okay well, actually, I'm not at all THAT pissed. I just feel like doing some stupid ranting lol. But yeah, I'll be pretty sad if I can't get a day off on my birthday.

Quiz 2

1. How many relationships have you had?
Including online? That would be..3.

2. Do you like to be chased, or the chaser?
Chased, definitely.

3. Have you confessed before?
Yes, and that was in primary shcool. Lol~

4. How many guys have you really liked?
Primary school - 2.
Secondary school period - 2.
JC - 0.
Now - 1 (still on going).

5. What did/do you like about them?
Face of course. And then there's the usual good-guy personality. But to be specific, right now - classic, charming and a little bit of a bad boy.

6. Are you fickle?
Not sure, really..

7. What physical attributes in a guy attracts you the most?
Face, definitely. Taller(obviously). 3 years older at least. Then a nice medium-sized chest. For westerners - long hair sometimes. For anyone else - a clone of Kyouya from Ouran High School Host Club (anime).

8. Characteristics in a guy that attracts you the most?
Classic. Charming. A little bad. Caring (definitely, as I recently realized). Then the usual.

9. What do you HATE the most?
Drunkards, smokers, liars, irresponsibility, couldn't-be-bothered atttiude, arrogance, playboy, disrespectful, rude, ill-mannered.

10. Are you currently in relationship?
Nope, I am not.

11. Any wishes for Valentine's Day?
...I want the whole day off from work. So that I can spend it with my friends and family ._.
And a surprise too...from ____. Sigh.

CNY passed by too quickly this year -_- But it was all good and okay. Nothing special to report about CNY.

Today's the first day after CNY, is also the FIRST time I'm feeling so damn physically exhausted after work - I'm serious. I've never felt like this in ages. The last time I did, it was during secondary school - Half a day of lessons, and the other half Dance (CCA). I'm dying lol, and I'm SO gonna sleep early tonight. Can't take it today haha.

Oh oh, today at work, the only thing worth noting was that I cried, for the first time (again), because of ONIONS. Ah Poon was right beside me in the kitchen shredding onions, and she didn't cry as much as I did -_-

And next, I'm gonna do another quiz, stolen from Maybo's bloggy. I'll put it in another post.

Because I want to do quizzes now.

QUIZ 1

1.Does any of your friends' birthdays fall on V. day?
...No. Mine does.

2. How would you want to spend your V. day?
Hmm. Well that's a troublesome question. If I wasn't in a relationship, then with my friends. If I was, then first with my friends, then with my boyfriend.

3. Would you like to receive any gifts on this special day? (If specifically from someone, state his/her name.)
Roses, just for once, from James-kun. If not...From any of my friends.

4. Referring to Q1, have you planned anything special on that day?
...No; because I *might* have to work on that day. And if its the night shift...*Dies*

5. Do you think of anyone when the words "Valentine's Day" pop up?
For now, that would be James?

6. Is there anything you want REALLY badly on V. Day?
Roses. Period.

7. With whom are you spending your V. day?
As of now - no one. I don't even know if I can *spend* it with anyone but my bosses at work :\

8. Do you wish for someone of the opposite gender to spend V. day with you?
Obviously yes.

9. Are you currently in a relationship, or do you like someone but haven't told that person, or the person you like feels the same as you do but hasn't asked you out yet?
We're fond of each other but we won't ask each other out until its time to do so.

10. Have you confessed to anyone on V. day before?
Nope.


I got this quiz from Maybo haha. =X

Work again~

I just came back from work not long ago, and today was a lot better than yesterday. Buttttt, the first few customers that I took care of today...Well major mistakes. I dropped the ready-made sandwich, dropped the oven pan etc etc...I was pretty dazed out when I started my shift today because I wasn't in the best of moods. But as time passed, I gradually forgot my troubles and the rest of the shift went pretty well. Wrapping still needs improvement though...>_>

Oh and, I bought 3 Subway cookies before I went home. They taste good <3 I'm eating one right now <3 ANDDDD, my fingers don't stink that badly of pickles anymore xDDD Andddd, bubble tea after a night shift is total pwnage. Awesome stuff, really.

Tomorrow's shift is 12-4pm. The boss wants me to get used to a shitload of customers because the current shifts I've been doing aren't really busy - I can tell >_> I'm pretty scared when they're a lot of customers...I kind of dread having to serve one customer after another without rest >.<;;

So anyway, that's all for today. And I'm feeling much better - work DOES help afterall haha. I wonder if its a weekly or monthly pay....

.....

Its afternoon here on 22nd January, a thursday. Going soon for a lunch-cum-dinner before I go to work heheh. I kind of dread going to work now..When I think of all the mistakes I'll be making, the hectic rushing, and just everything else - I really don't like it -_-;

But that's not the point of this post...I need to get something off my chest.

Just yesterday I clarified things with ____, and the dilemas and problems - they were all solved happily. We reached a certain understanding that was satisfactory to the both of us. But this morning when I woke up - I felt like everything has changed...We can't go back to the way we were before - those innocent-playful days. I don't know why but it feels so different - in a sad way. I don't know which part of this I'm sad about, but I just am.

I mean, I'm happy about what ___ said. __ and I both understand and agree that it may not work out in the end but that wouldn't stop us from getting closer, from dating each other. But....its because we know, me especially, that this proba...Wait, I'm being pessimistic again. I shouldn't say that, and I should stop thinking about the bad parts. Because instead of believing that in the end this surely won't work out, I should hope and put in effort to shape this into something that WILL work out. Nothing's set in stone - beliefs and perspectives are bound to change. But still...Before yesterday I was really happy and hopeful, but now I don't feel the same way anymore. Maybe after a while I will return to being happy - but for now..I'm still sad. I suppose sadness can't be washed away in a matter of hours - it lasts for a time..

Second day at work.

...My mouse stinks of pickles - because I didn't wash my hands thoroughly when I got home from work today. Not to mention my nails STILL stink of pickles even after washing again. So EW.

Second day at work today. I made less mistakes but the bosses kept pointing out that my wrapping of the sandwiches wasn't good enough. The squeezing of the sauce is not satisfactory either. Moreover, I kept forgetting the customer's order when it came to payment. And the cutting of the loaves of bread is still pretty bad. Sigh -.-;; I have to remember what I keep doing wrong, and start doing them right from tomorrow onwards. I repeat to myself the customer's order while I'm making the sandwiches so that I can remember what he/she ordered lol.

Once I got home, the day's exhaustion caught up with my body lol. Oh oh, I bought a cup of bubble tea, strawberry green tea flavor, before boarding the bus. It was SO refreshing, serious <33 Next time, when I return home from work, I'm SO going to get a shower before I TOUCH ANYTHING. If not they'll smell of pickles.

I was talking to Maybo about the pickles' odour, and she said that there was no use washing my hands to get rid of the smell, because I'll be handling pickles EVERYDAY lol. Very logical. But I can't stand the smell of pickles at home when I've only JUST showered D: I mean, come on, I'M SUPPOSED TO SMELL NICE AFTER A SHOWER! -.-;;

Oh oh, one more thing I was talking to Maybo about. We were both..."talking" about our jobs today, how it went, what happened, what was new and stuff. But the most important thing we talked about was quitting already. LOL. For me, its because I think the job doesn't really suit me afterall. Its a tad bit too demanding for me to handle. But I said, "I shall give it 1-2 weeks before thinking about quitting." Not because I desire to get paid, but rather "I shall give it more time before really deciding anything." But for Maybo, its because "her(my) back is BREAKING." And also its because our new shift will be at night, but night time is supposed to be relaxing and fun - a time we get to go out with our friends. Apparently that's not going to happen anymore haha. I think I'll still have to work at night even on my birthday :\

Not to forget, I don't think $4.50/hr is worth it for me to keep smiling, apologize, make sandwiches, cashiering, mop, sweep, wipe and clean the tables, emptying the bin - and soon, baking bread, cleaning the ingredient-containers. -_-

So anyway, that's all for now. I don't want to write anything else as the "anything else" - which is a problem I've been sad about - has been solved happily. Also, I expect future posts to be full of stupid complaints about this new job of mine. They will all sound the same lol. Till next time~