autumn break

Yay, the one week school break is NEXT WEEk.
mwahahahaha.
I -finally- have time to myself to play and study and revise my PHYSICS.
which is lacking like crazy.
physics is the new maths.

can't wait for this friday, like seriously.
BECAUSE THAT'D BE THE START OF THE AWESOMELY SHORT BREAK.
There are quite a few things I want to do~
For starters,
I WANT TO DO THAT PUZZLE I BOUGHT WITH MY PARENTS.
I WANT TO WATCH ANGELS AND DEMONS WITH MY PARENTS.
Because they put it on hold just for me, aw.
Hmm what else..
Maybe some hanging out at wala wala next thursday?
(Provided Sherlyn and The UnXpected are playing..)
Maybe catch a movie with Jolene and gang, since she mentioned it last week.
Anyone else would like to add to my list of people-to-meet-up? xD
If my schedule becomes to packed for the break, I might not be able to slot you in xD
Simple because I don't want to go out almost everyday next week. >.<

Anyway these few days, some of you may have noticed that I'm not in the most happy of moods. (Okay, if you didn't notice, that's fine xD). Some stuff have happened, that's why I've been a bit...sad. But now I'm alright, I decided to get angry instead.
What's the point in putting in somewhat special efforts to make contact or meet up someone you haven't seen in months, but he doesn't really reply you back all the time? I mean, it just goes to show that the other party is not that enthusiastic about meeting me up :\
I'm absolutely not going to do it anymore.
At least for now, that is.
Abit sick of it.
And I think this is how Maybo felt with piggy Ryan.
Just that I'm not dating anyone right now.
I'm going to try my utmost best to make sure I don't think about him, nor ask him out, or anything. Talking is fine. I'm just not going to attempt to meet him up, unless he suggests to. I'm going to stop putting hopes in this, stop thinking, and treat him like he was just another regular guy-friend.
(I mean, its not like I was hoping to -date- him, its more like..how it makes me happy just meeting him up once a while.)

Anything else, anything else to blog about..Can't remember, really.
Well that's all for now I suppose.

Posted Tuesday, 22nd September 2009