Celebrated Daphne's birthday on Good Friday x) Treated her, and myself, to a nice foot massage x) Next time, we should do a spa. A simple one, perhaps? Or onsen at Japan =DD
Anyways, just a few things..
Sorry the picture post isn't up yet, it probably won't be up anytime soon, I don't know when I'll be like literally free again. I will be when I've done enough revision for a day or something, but then I'd want to use the time to watch my anime instead of taking photos =X Although, I *am* excited about the picture post, so look forward to it~
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You know, everytime there's a public holiday that extends my weekend, I tend to loose track of time and play for a day, thinking that I "have nothing on next week". Meaning, I don't have any assignments due. But alas, I always do, like reading notes and preparing for tutorials and stuff. I played for a full two days without doing any revision during this extended minibreak (its in conjunction with e-learning week. so no school on thursday either mwahahahaha.), the only reading up I did was to revise fully on the Japanese lessons taught so far. That's all. And as I'm typing this out, I'm also reviewing the e-lectures uploaded, i.e. E-LEARNING WEEK. So its E-LEARNING. The plan is to review every module's e-lecture today. So sunday I can do other things.
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I've been feeling..disappointed in myself lately. The past two weeks were a rush of disappointment in some way. Academic disappointment..Right now I'm not gonna think about it anymore, and the "pass-fail" thing salvages everything, so there's nothing much to worry about. Its a confirmed pass even if I don't look at any results. But you guys know me...I become beyond devastated when I mess up things. Sorry I'm not putting any details here, so just take this as it is. Its just one module btw, so its not that bad (:
And emotional disappointment - in myself. I feel like I really need to change myself back to how I was "then". Maybe daily school life changed my character, I don't know. But I found myself doubting this really close friend of mine, like as if I should just break it off since it feels as if nothing's working out.
(I'm not going to post details here, nor anywhere, because this is far too personal. Its a very sensitive issue to me, so no one knows about it.)
I feel like I really need to start from *that point* onwards, and be understanding, and never doubt that person nor his/her intentions. Because I know that person would never think ill of me, nor will that person do things that would hurt me. Just that recently, because of a certain message that I interpreted the wrong way, I start to question whether that person finds my habits a nuisance..So I'm going to try my hardest and not give trouble to that person anymore. I...I don't know the word for this, but I want to become humble again, in a sense. I want to become thoughtful for that person, and I want to beyond 100% believe in that person. I find it hard to not be judgemental of anyone, is that okay? Its really hard to describe my feelings on this matter...
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Kobato. episodes 23 and 24 were such tearjerkers, I bawled my eyes out ;_; Twas soooooooo sad and heartbreaking, and Fujimoto-san is SUCH a TSUNDERE! But at least the ending was satisfactory. So these two episodes were a BOMB! It salvaged the entire filler-type-episodic series. The manga is still ongoing though, and I am looking forward to the next chapter~ Kobato is SUCH a cutie heheh.
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Nodame Cantabile: Finale's last two episodes were FAR too rushed. Sad ): Those two episodes destroyed it for me. They had a nice build up from episode 1 right till 9, then 10 and 11 just blew it :\ Ah well.
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I think that should be all, for now. I can't remember what else I wanted to blog about, so that's it. Ciao~~~
Posted April 3rd, 2010
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