Yeah now my compy has a better motherboard. Yays.
Love it to bits.
But.. WINDOWS LIVE MESSENGER CAN'T RUN PROPERLY. WTH.
****RRRRRAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGEEEEEE****
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: <<
And WTH THERE ARE BILLIONS OF SPIDERS IN MY ROOM IS BEYOND FREAKY AND GROSS. WTH WTH WTH WTH. ITS GROSS. GROSS. THIS IS THE NEXT THING I HATE 'SIDES ROACHES.
*******RRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAGGGGGGEEEEE*******
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: <<
But on a happier note, my netbook is back and in perfect working conditions. Kudos to papa for helping me out. And japanese class is going good. I CAN FINALLY READ JAPANESE HIRAGANA! IS THAT KEWL OR WHAT?!?!?! =DD
School is going fine. Just some other issue in my head that's making me go kinda crazy and slightly depressed? Hmm.
In any case,
I CAN'T WAIT FOR CNY TO COME! Because then I can use one day to watch my anime videos ;DDDD Yayyy <3 And well, there's my birthday as well.
So anyway, that's it for now.
Posted January 31, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
days of the week
Monday is "dread HW111A tutorial" day.
Tuesday is "look forward to jap class" day.
Wednesday is "stay back in school and do next week's tutorials and complete this week's lab report and study" day.
Thursday is "do next week's tutorials" day.
Oh oh, wednesday and thursday is also "pon CBC122 lec" day because the lecturer sucks. I'd rather do self study for this course :\
Friday is ..I don't know. Yet.
But I will. In time.
Saturday is "have a good lunch" day. Lol.
On a side note,
Monday evening: I enjoyed my time with Joel at this piano recital at esplanade that he treated me to. There were a few really crazy pianists lol.
School is coming along well. How about you guys? Hopefully things are fine (:
Posted January 21st, 2010
Tuesday is "look forward to jap class" day.
Wednesday is "stay back in school and do next week's tutorials and complete this week's lab report and study" day.
Thursday is "do next week's tutorials" day.
Oh oh, wednesday and thursday is also "pon CBC122 lec" day because the lecturer sucks. I'd rather do self study for this course :\
Friday is ..I don't know. Yet.
But I will. In time.
Saturday is "have a good lunch" day. Lol.
On a side note,
Monday evening: I enjoyed my time with Joel at this piano recital at esplanade that he treated me to. There were a few really crazy pianists lol.
School is coming along well. How about you guys? Hopefully things are fine (:
Posted January 21st, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
first day
oh today was pretty wonderful, I have to admit, aside from some minor stuff.
the first thing of note was sis and I are probably going to have to come to a consensus about who uses the toilet first. that's because most of my classes now start at 930am. Its either I wake up earlier or I shower at my parents' bathroom :\
on a side note, I hate wet towels. Its difficult to dry myself in them. D:
second was that I lost one of 925 silver butterly studs that daphne got for me, when I was on my way to the train station. I swore I put both studs into the pouch so I must've had dropped it somewhere. killers. and I was starting to get frantic because that pair of earrings mean quite alot to me, its a symbol of sorts, strange eh? its something daphne got for me and had me in mind when she bought it, so to lose it was devastating. but its not over. I FOUND IT IN THE END! I'd already come home from school searching for it in my room. and I tried the main door and did retracking, with the intention to retrack even to the carpark lol. in the end, thank God for a miracle, I FOUND IT IN THE ELEVATOR! ITS A MIRACLEEEEE!!!
and next thing of note was the train station. the lcd display (or whatever it is) that informed you when each train was coming WAS SPOILT. zzz lol. to think it had to be today.
next...two only had two lectures. the second was gooooooooooooood. learnt alot of things, and I was pretty much absorbed ahahaha. I told myself this sem to be more disciplined and responsible for my own studies. anyway this lecture was really enriching and I pretty much enjoyed it.
hmm...OH YES! the last thing of remembrance was I saw a cute kitty sleeping at the foot of the bridge at the swimming pool at my estate. I squatted down to stare at it sleeping but only could get 3 seconds of its eyes closed. nonetheless it was soooooo cute. I wanted to snap a shot of the kitty but my phone was deep in my bag i.e. I was too lazy to get it out....I kinda regret it but oh well.
anyways, previous post is the movie post. interested people tag/sms me (:
the first thing of note was sis and I are probably going to have to come to a consensus about who uses the toilet first. that's because most of my classes now start at 930am. Its either I wake up earlier or I shower at my parents' bathroom :\
on a side note, I hate wet towels. Its difficult to dry myself in them. D:
second was that I lost one of 925 silver butterly studs that daphne got for me, when I was on my way to the train station. I swore I put both studs into the pouch so I must've had dropped it somewhere. killers. and I was starting to get frantic because that pair of earrings mean quite alot to me, its a symbol of sorts, strange eh? its something daphne got for me and had me in mind when she bought it, so to lose it was devastating. but its not over. I FOUND IT IN THE END! I'd already come home from school searching for it in my room. and I tried the main door and did retracking, with the intention to retrack even to the carpark lol. in the end, thank God for a miracle, I FOUND IT IN THE ELEVATOR! ITS A MIRACLEEEEE!!!
and next thing of note was the train station. the lcd display (or whatever it is) that informed you when each train was coming WAS SPOILT. zzz lol. to think it had to be today.
next...two only had two lectures. the second was gooooooooooooood. learnt alot of things, and I was pretty much absorbed ahahaha. I told myself this sem to be more disciplined and responsible for my own studies. anyway this lecture was really enriching and I pretty much enjoyed it.
hmm...OH YES! the last thing of remembrance was I saw a cute kitty sleeping at the foot of the bridge at the swimming pool at my estate. I squatted down to stare at it sleeping but only could get 3 seconds of its eyes closed. nonetheless it was soooooo cute. I wanted to snap a shot of the kitty but my phone was deep in my bag i.e. I was too lazy to get it out....I kinda regret it but oh well.
anyways, previous post is the movie post. interested people tag/sms me (:
Monday, January 4, 2010
movies
to catch.
I'm gonna list down some up-coming titles in accordance with interest-level, along with youtube-trailer links. Movies listed first are a must-catch type, the ones at the end of the post are the "Hmm.." type. Haha~
Interested parties, please tag/sms me (:
Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant
Trailer
Release Date: 7 January
Alice In Wonderland
Trailer
Release Date: 5 March
Summer Wars
Trailer
Release Date: 25 February
The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus
Trailer
Release Date: 28 January
Others:
Daybreakers
Trailer
Release Date: 14 January
Legion
Trailer
Release Date: 21 January
I'm gonna list down some up-coming titles in accordance with interest-level, along with youtube-trailer links. Movies listed first are a must-catch type, the ones at the end of the post are the "Hmm.." type. Haha~
Interested parties, please tag/sms me (:
Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant
Trailer
Release Date: 7 January
Alice In Wonderland
Trailer
Release Date: 5 March
Summer Wars
Trailer
Release Date: 25 February
The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus
Trailer
Release Date: 28 January
Others:
Daybreakers
Trailer
Release Date: 14 January
Legion
Trailer
Release Date: 21 January
Thursday, December 31, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
1 January 2010
Happy 2010 to all of youuuuuuu!!!
Tiffy/Wan-wan/SW loves you lots lots ^^
So while I'm typing this, I'm eating the kueh that Jehanne gave us. Yum (:
THE FIREWORKS WERE FRIGGIN' SPECTACULAR AND AWESOME. I LOVED IT. AND I WAS SCREAMING EVEN WHEN I SAID ONLY 5 MINUTES BEFORE IT STARTED THAT I WASN'T FEELING EXCITED. Ahahahahaha. Gosh it was just really, really gooooooooooooooooood! I haven't felt this happy/delighted in ages. Its a different kind of 'happy' haha. Well, more like, I can't remember when was the last time hmm. Might have been a few weeks ago, might not. No idea. But this midnight was just...awwwwwww.
Thanks so much for spending it with me Jo, KG and Jehanne ^_^ !!
And kudos to Heng Min for hanging out with me before I met up with Jo and co. DINNER WAS JUST AWESOME HAHAHA. Those LAUGHS we had are like UNFORGETTABLE. I haven't had this much laughter in soooooooooooo long. So thank you so much (: High school days are awesome ;D
Last but not least, Happy New Year ! (:
Happy 2010 to all of youuuuuuu!!!
Tiffy/Wan-wan/SW loves you lots lots ^^
So while I'm typing this, I'm eating the kueh that Jehanne gave us. Yum (:
THE FIREWORKS WERE FRIGGIN' SPECTACULAR AND AWESOME. I LOVED IT. AND I WAS SCREAMING EVEN WHEN I SAID ONLY 5 MINUTES BEFORE IT STARTED THAT I WASN'T FEELING EXCITED. Ahahahahaha. Gosh it was just really, really gooooooooooooooooood! I haven't felt this happy/delighted in ages. Its a different kind of 'happy' haha. Well, more like, I can't remember when was the last time hmm. Might have been a few weeks ago, might not. No idea. But this midnight was just...awwwwwww.
Thanks so much for spending it with me Jo, KG and Jehanne ^_^ !!
And kudos to Heng Min for hanging out with me before I met up with Jo and co. DINNER WAS JUST AWESOME HAHAHA. Those LAUGHS we had are like UNFORGETTABLE. I haven't had this much laughter in soooooooooooo long. So thank you so much (: High school days are awesome ;D
Last but not least, Happy New Year ! (:
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
so they say
"If you love somebody, you should set them free."
Ronan Keating - The Long Goodbye
I can't help but feel an extreme and ineffable saddness from realizing something..
No matter how good a friend you make, no matter how much you think he or she was meant to be your soulmate (on a friendly basis), they are destined to leave you - once they have found their special someone to spend their lives with..
Your friends' hearts - they never belong to you - no matter how much you treasure them. I understand..I understand..I really do understand all these. Afterall, finding that special someone is (supposedly) everyone's goal - even mine. I've come to a point in life where I can understand and accept things that are inevitable, and still be able to smile at that.
But I cannot help but feel so lonely deep inside, and I must ask for your forgiveness for being selfish - even if it isn't my intention to be such...
Because I'm still alone in my love life, my friends hold an important place in my heart. And even more so, for someone who's practically spent the past 7 years of her life supporting me. But..For these important people to leave me one day like this...
I can't help but uncontrollably shed tears that I don't want flowing out of my eyes. These tears don't mean "I don't want you to leave me." rather, they carry the words "I know you have to leave me one day, but for now, the saddness that accompanies such a farewell - its too great for me to bear."
I am fully aware that we all will still remain friends - its not like we're leaving each other. Its something like..This farewell from you is "Our relationship is something of the past - and I can smile at it because it was good! You still hold a very important, an irreplacable place in my life.". But I know, and I understand that this place in your heart that you have given me to occupy is not great - not as great as the one person who will fill the rest of your heart with more love and hope than I could ever give to you.
I am not jealous. I am in fact, happy and will be, for when you, my friends, find your destined person. (:
But I wonder..
Will I be able to say the same thing to you, as you did on that day to me, when I've found my special someone?
30 December 2009
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Ronan Keating - The Long Goodbye
I can't help but feel an extreme and ineffable saddness from realizing something..
No matter how good a friend you make, no matter how much you think he or she was meant to be your soulmate (on a friendly basis), they are destined to leave you - once they have found their special someone to spend their lives with..
Your friends' hearts - they never belong to you - no matter how much you treasure them. I understand..I understand..I really do understand all these. Afterall, finding that special someone is (supposedly) everyone's goal - even mine. I've come to a point in life where I can understand and accept things that are inevitable, and still be able to smile at that.
But I cannot help but feel so lonely deep inside, and I must ask for your forgiveness for being selfish - even if it isn't my intention to be such...
Because I'm still alone in my love life, my friends hold an important place in my heart. And even more so, for someone who's practically spent the past 7 years of her life supporting me. But..For these important people to leave me one day like this...
I can't help but uncontrollably shed tears that I don't want flowing out of my eyes. These tears don't mean "I don't want you to leave me." rather, they carry the words "I know you have to leave me one day, but for now, the saddness that accompanies such a farewell - its too great for me to bear."
I am fully aware that we all will still remain friends - its not like we're leaving each other. Its something like..This farewell from you is "Our relationship is something of the past - and I can smile at it because it was good! You still hold a very important, an irreplacable place in my life.". But I know, and I understand that this place in your heart that you have given me to occupy is not great - not as great as the one person who will fill the rest of your heart with more love and hope than I could ever give to you.
I am not jealous. I am in fact, happy and will be, for when you, my friends, find your destined person. (:
But I wonder..
Will I be able to say the same thing to you, as you did on that day to me, when I've found my special someone?
30 December 2009
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they will never know until..
...until you tell them.
The only way, for friends to understand your true heartfelt intentions, is to make them known.
Do not feel, nor relish in the thought, that it is too wasteful and consuming to explain.
This way, you won't be misunderstood (:
And in doing so, you can gain a new light, a new understanding.
Don't bottle it all up and assume that there is no one who can understand your intentions. As long as it is good, as long as you are not intentionally trying to hurt the people around you out of anger, or jealousy, or spite - it is good.
If someone, if a friend, is trying to explain themselves to you, you should also try your best to sit through it. And if you don't want to because you do not think the issue to be of emotional significance to you, you could refuse it in a manner that would not result in misunderstandings. You cannot expect people to understand your character or personality, nor expect them to understand that your refute meant no intentional harm.
Look at these two sentences, and ask yourself, which is better? Which one should be able to help resolve things in a simple, yet happy manner, assuming the other party doesn't understand you well but yet is a good friend of yours?
" Its okay de, don't need to explain ^^ "
" dun need explain "
If you feel guilt right now, good for you - because you will change one day - everyone changes be it for the good, or the bad. If you know you are insensitive, then good for you - because you will change one day. Don't expect your friends to not hold grudges or misunderstandings against you - because the world does not revolve around you, and not everyone is as forgiving(or forgetful) as you are.
It is alright to be selfish, if you know your limits and that your selfishness is not malicious.
But then again, the world is not so kind..But at least, you should strive to maintain a healthy relationship with those you cherish for you will lose them if you don't. This is a message to all my friends, and of course to myself.
30 December 2009
The only way, for friends to understand your true heartfelt intentions, is to make them known.
Do not feel, nor relish in the thought, that it is too wasteful and consuming to explain.
This way, you won't be misunderstood (:
And in doing so, you can gain a new light, a new understanding.
Don't bottle it all up and assume that there is no one who can understand your intentions. As long as it is good, as long as you are not intentionally trying to hurt the people around you out of anger, or jealousy, or spite - it is good.
If someone, if a friend, is trying to explain themselves to you, you should also try your best to sit through it. And if you don't want to because you do not think the issue to be of emotional significance to you, you could refuse it in a manner that would not result in misunderstandings. You cannot expect people to understand your character or personality, nor expect them to understand that your refute meant no intentional harm.
Look at these two sentences, and ask yourself, which is better? Which one should be able to help resolve things in a simple, yet happy manner, assuming the other party doesn't understand you well but yet is a good friend of yours?
" Its okay de, don't need to explain ^^ "
" dun need explain "
If you feel guilt right now, good for you - because you will change one day - everyone changes be it for the good, or the bad. If you know you are insensitive, then good for you - because you will change one day. Don't expect your friends to not hold grudges or misunderstandings against you - because the world does not revolve around you, and not everyone is as forgiving(or forgetful) as you are.
It is alright to be selfish, if you know your limits and that your selfishness is not malicious.
But then again, the world is not so kind..But at least, you should strive to maintain a healthy relationship with those you cherish for you will lose them if you don't. This is a message to all my friends, and of course to myself.
30 December 2009
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