random update

Hey you guys,
A small update (Been wanting to post in a while)~
Just finished with some revising for a test tomorrow,
Thought I'd do a little update before I go home
since I never seem to update my blog at home lol.
At school is where all the work is done ahaha.

Section 1 of post is about meet-ups with friends.
Section 2 is about personal d0rama.

Anyways,
Exams are coming up soon,
In a matter of a week or two in fact.
So how are you guys anyways?
The only blog I still ever read is Bobo's ahaha.
Sorry xD
I might check out some of your blogs, I just don't do it all the time lulz.

I'll be posting up some pictures after the exams about some stuff I did/bought,
Because I want to SHOW OFF.
=D

Met up Daphne not too long ago and checked out jazz@south bridge.
The only few things I remember, are the rather dim lighting at the corner we sat(which was alright), a milky fruity rum drink I ordered, crinkle fries to go along with it, and a bartender who was pretty cute and fun to joke with. Mwahahaha. Bought a white dress spontaneouly on the same day, and I really do like it. So its money "well spent". IT WAS ON SALE ANYWAY SO WHATEVER.

Then there was Cindy's birthday. Pictures on facebook, which you guys have already checked out. And pool at Jody's as well. Hell I just totally suck as a beginner and made a total fool out of myself -.-

Met up Maybo last thursday to hang out at wala. Finally tried out Cold Rock ice cream with her - it was pretty fabulous. Nice cookie dough, right Bo? Hey I hope you weren't too disappointed with the techy problems that delayed the whole gig for a whole hour. I really do hope you have the intention of hanging out at wala again with me - because they play really good music. I mean, I'm not much of a critic, I just really enjoy myself there all the time. And the fries...Yeah, its really 6$ worth of fries lulz. I didn't know wala had fruity barcadi mixes until we asked about it -.- And Bo took my portion of the 1-for-1 drink. Cranberry flavor is pretty nice...

To spill the beans, I was supposed to have gone to wala with someone else, but he couldn't make it so I asked Maybo instead. Ah wells.

Anyways, on to some more personal matters.

Bo's blog recently been about love and relationships.. Well, to tell you the truth, I've been slightly fond of a guy since school started. But now...eh, I'm just totally gonna give up. I'm not going to bother about my feelings or him or whatever.
That's because some stuff happened, and I kinda experienced some unfounded jealousy that hurt alot I got teary eyed on the bus wtf :\
But there are loads of eye candy in school, and I'm kinda like, eye-ing on one particular guy haha. But I don't know him nor am I able to think of any easy way to get to know him >.< And my friend's lab partner is a really nice guy, I've only ever met him twice though. As much as I'd like to get to know him better, I think it'd be super awkward if I asked my friend for his mail or something. It'd be like spilling 100% beans lulz. Ah well.

I'm not really concentrating all that much on such a life with guys right now though.. I'm pretty much occupied with work and stuff. And I really do need to really start planning for some future things. There's alot of work to do, but yet there are so many other things I need to get into the flow of as well. Checking my mail(school), getting news on stuff happening around the school, and other stuff. Just not only work. AND VISIT THE DENTIST WTF. I've yet to arrange an appointment. I decided to get regular check ups on my teeth. >.<

Anyways, on to something else. At church there's this wonderful perfect family, and my dad is actually long-distance cousins with the mom. Everytime I look at/observe them during service, I'm like, "They're....so complete. The parents are so bonded with each of their 3 kids. The married couple themselves are so close to each other. And on top of it all, they're all so ..intune with God." And what's more there seems to be alot of respect within the marriage. I didn't know the mom was a full-time housewife until my mom told me lol, but I guessed the lady was probably working before she got married/had kids. For a housewife, there's usually this dependency on the husband. And sometimes it makes the woman look inferior. But this lady is so different, she carries her own weight and she shines like the sun for God's sake! And it kinda feels like, the husband never stresses the fact "I AM THE BREADWINNER OKAY?! SO YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO ME!"
IMO, most men, I believe, are like that.
And my mom. Whenever the family has a conversation (in the car, over lunch etc), she never fails to state, "Eh, who's paying for all this arh?" (She's always paying, don't ask me why my dad doesn't.) And she has to do house chores, which I don't do because I've never had that habit. I mean, I don't mind doing it, its just not inbuilt in me. I can't do something that is not a habit. Its bad I know, but that's besides the point. And she also says that its tough for her to have to behave/talk to each of us differently. She has to deal with our temperamental behavior, deal with my father's sudden outburst of cold war sometimes etc etc etc. The only thing I don't like about this is that she (unintentionally, probably) makes people feel bad by always stressing/hinting the fact that she's always the one paying, and its hard on her. I mean, what do you want me to do? She says "Nevermind la, its okay de." when I suggest paying for it. And my dad NEVER pays. Well he's had a pay cut ever since he turned into a senior citizen. The whole family always relies on my mom to pay for meals basically.
With all that ranting she does periodically, it makes me NEVER want to become a mom.
But then I think again, who's gonna take care of ME when I grow old?
And another thing (that's almost completely unrelated to kids), I don't feel a responsibility to clean up the house or toilet or wash bowls or wash clothes or anything at all.
Anyways, long post is long. And you're at the end of it, just because I can't think of anything else to say.
So, laters~

Posted November 5, 09.