for you

hmm..apparently, I just wanted to blog about today.

so I had polymer chemistry test 2 this morn'; got a ride from dad - thank God for that or I'd have to wake up pretty early lol. I reckon I did better for this test than the first, though I'm quite sure most people will be getting 90++ for this test. I'll be happy if I get more than 80. x]

after the test I was like "PHEW. FINALLY!" because yes, I could *finally* plan my schedule for the rest of the day and the upcoming week. so I have a substantial amount of work to do. but....I stayed out at westmall with my family for the better of the afternoon lol. so its 5pm now - really late. so I changed my schedule for the rest of today to "Finish all due work today." Its an achievable goal right? Not too farfetched, heh.

so anyways at westmall it was relaxing. even though at the back of my mind I was a lil worried about relaxing too much, but I believed its a lil rest I deserve. (though I wasn't busy for the week. or more like..not as occupied as last time.) anyways, we had udders, and went watson's-shopping. I -love- doing watson's/guardian-shopping. There's like, an endless amount of stuff you could get from there because everything's in one place lol.

...and I got justin to fold me a crane haha..I wanted it as a keepsake of sorts, but I didn't tell him that of course lol - that'd be stalker-ish. and so the little crane he so meticulously folded (like the previous two aluminium and sample-paper cranes as well; gosh it even has a FOLDED BEAK!) is now sitting atop one of my drawers where its easy for me to look HAHA. no, I'm not stalking here. its not like I WANTED something to remind me of him, no, its not like that. its something different really.

so I already know that he's really not on my list of potentials, he really isn't - that part has really SUNK IN already heh. but I guess it doesn't hurt to be an otome ^^ I know he's not the right type, but I still like him nonetheless. I reckon my cheeks get red when I talk about him, I get a lil shy, I'm happy when I see him - the normal reactions really. its nothing much, and I'm not getting too carried away, nor too stupid to realize things. but I'm happy nonetheless. I have this like-hate thing when it comes to him. that really quiet-I-don't-bother attitude of his I really can't stand - I actually ASKED about it, and all he had to say about it was "Ya.". Thats it. Lol. Ah well. I'm crushing on a guy like that, lol. But it'll be over soon anyway, I know it will, because when you loose regular physical interactions with someone you like, the feeling will fade. its sad, but I know it'll happen. and I'm interested in whether it'll really be this way. the future is, afterall, unpredictable. (though I'm almost really sure nothing's gonna come out of crushing on him).

gosh I think this sounds really mushy. I think I'm gonna tone it down tomorrow when I read this tomorrow lol.

posted 27th november, 2010.