gorecki

HE HAS FACEFUCKINGBOOK.

I'm pretty pissed about finding out about that, because I really DID NOT WANT to know.

How I found out? See I needed a more effective way of contacting him (for school work purposes) so I asked, and he said email/online. Then I had the itchy hand to use the friends finder on facebook for fun, and saw he was there. And I clicked. And voila, pissed me.

And neither am I going to be the one doing the adding. No, never, until I'm on better terms with him, which, IMO, is never going to happen because he is probably THAT MUCH uninterested in being friends.

I can't believe I'm affected so much by someone like that. I don't know why either (this is my favourite sentence). No matter how much I try, I can't see him normally as just merely an acquaintence; I'm very conscious of his presence. And I'm just so fucking ridiculously affected that its fucking absurd.

I think I'm gonna loose it; I'm gonna loose this fight. I'm gonna give up on this whole thing sooner or later. Just three more sessions and we'll see how everything's gonna turn out.

Till then..I'm just gonna let things be, and not attempt to talk at all. I really can't take it when he's so unresponsive.

Btw, this blog is private. So if there's anyone from NTU reading my blog, kindly tag in the chatbox. Though i highly doubt there's anyone since i've kept the url to this blog private.