hmm..

sorry guys but I really wanna get this off my mind.

I just had a little chat with Dan this morn' and till now I CAN'T FREAKING THINK STRAIGHT. Someone please please PLEASE pull me back down to earth, like, using the ET method, or "Earth calling to Wanwan" method.

My Second Thoughts are screaming, "STOP thinking Shi Wan, it does no good to your health, your mood, OR your REALITY. There's no absolute credibility to what that person is saying. For all we know, he might be a fraud who just enjoys telling you things to make you dance in the palm of his hand like some idiot who can't think for herself about how he's lying to you about EVERYTHING. You're so naive!"

And my Third Thoughts are telling me, "She's right, you know, your Second Thoughts. You should just take everything he says with 100% salt in it. You know your reality is better than this. And you ALSO know that you *don't* want to go back to THOSE days again. Both of us, your Second and Third Thoughts, understand how much your First Thoughts are preventing you from falling back to Earth. When can we kiss the-online-life completely goodbye you girl? How many years has it been?! PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER."

And my second thoughts continued with "You DO know that ONE day, your special someone will turn up. Its just a matter of time, and you already know that you aren't ready now, so what's the point? IT MAKES YOU MALFUNCTION! You're lucky she and I - your Third Thoughts and myself the Second - are here to REMIND you of your REALITY! NOW ARE YOU GOING TO FREAKING SAVE US FROM BEING DROWNED IN YOUR IMAGINATION OR LEAVE US TO DIE HUH?!"

"Alright alright! Give me a day to sleep it off, alright?" that's what I'm saying to my thoughts right now. And they warily agreed to my request.

I just hope it works.

picture blog post ii

so this is the second post, and its only about the artbooks I own, among other things. its picture heavy, the pictures are of higher quality definitely, but uh taken by -camera-, so don't expect it to be flat. credits given too, for disclaimer purposes. so sit back, relax, and enjoy the eye candy!

note: ALL pictures are LINKED to said better quality images, unless otherwise stated.



So I proudly present some of the manga I own. The titles here are those I enjoyed the most <33 Now that I can read Japanese (well, aside from alot of kanji - but heck, the manga always has hiragana readings for the kanji), I've been buying my manga in jap instead. Original langauge FTW! Its just that they're hella lot more expensive. I haven't been buying any manga for some time now so yeah.. Oh and the Post Secret - my sis got that for my birthday this year ^^

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SO! This is my collection of Sainkoku Monogatari Art Books~~ The one on the extreme left is FULL if wonderful and lovely illustrations drawn by Kairi Yura, who also draws the illustrations in the light novels of said title. The two on the right are the anime artbooks, which is, again, FULL OF AWESOME PICTURES OF BISHOUNEN -lovelovelove- The books contain alot of info on characters, relationships, episode summaries, short excerpts from the light novels etc. I haven't read them yet though, heheheh. Will do when its "time" I suppose? SO! On to the sample pictures from these spectacular artbooks.

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Next up will be the LOVELESS artbook and Kobato. artbook picture post. Then the finale of this whole picture blog post, will be the Kuroshitsuji artbook! おたのしみにください! Look forward to it!

Teasers for next post:





Scroll down for the previous picture blog post, or click the following link:

Picture Blog Post I

Posted July 10, 2010

picture blog post i

so these are random pictures taken with the 2MP camera on my phone, I said I'd put up a picture post so here it is. yeah, I finally got off my lazy ass, AGAIN, to do this after like, what, one month? lulz. so I'm doing this in school, and the pictures below are taken with another camera with higher MP. some with links to bigger and clearer pictures, some no links. enjoy!



kitty outside the lobby of my house. I think it was taken at night. I can't remember xD



I think...3-4 years ago? You can try guessing. Its MARGRITA! Which I didn't like >_<



SQUIRREL! Taken last year during my first ever university semester, at my estate =D~~ CUTE RIGHT?! xD



Took this at the bridge at central @ clark quay. GUESS WHO?! =D Don't worry, your face isn't that obvious here, so ^^ Don't scold me though okay? And there's no tagging here anyway so >.>; I forgot when this was taken though >_<



NESS! Remember this? Taken at 2am:dessert bart xD We were just chatting idly there, and it was really enjoyable xD My first time out with you xD



Marche! With Daphne! It was my first time there, 50 bucks for everything. At vivo city. Gahhh, I miss those times x))



My birthday this year. Thank you four, for the wonderful dinner x) I LOVE YOU DAPHNE!

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LOOKIE! AT THE ALMIGHTY SEPHIROTH! GRACING MY GLASS CUPBOARD RIGHT BEHIND MY BED. <333333333333333 href="http://cat-cat.deviantart.com/art/Sephiroth-XXXposed-49934910?q=boost%3Apopular+sephiroth+xxxposed&qo=0" target="'_blank">THIS picture of him/a>.

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Taken on my birthday this year ^_^ LO AND BEHOLD MY TWO LOVES: ANDY AND BOB! I love them lots lots lots <3

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Taken on my birthday as well ^_^ All the prezzies I received >w< Love you all!!

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Drew this a while ago this year. Yes, its an emo-looking GUY. I had the inspiration to draw such an expression at that time xD And well you know how bad I am at drawing identical eyes so I drew a tattoo over one of the eyes in the finished product.




LAST YEAR! At...uh..I forgot the bar's name. Eski bar? Daphne brought me there ^_^ Those were brilliant sausages btw. And I remember having cranberry juice that day ^^; We should go again =3 With other people too ^^

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Drew this for fun whilst studying for exams this year xD Pretty different from what I usually draw. But I like it nonetheless.



My fan ^_^ Cute isn't it? Got it..either end of last year, or early this year. I really can't remember. Someone tell me? xD

Anyways, that's it for now. want a teaser for part II of this picture blog post? Here's one:



Posted June 12, 2009
PART II will come up soon enough ^^
All the editing are done already. The only thing left is to draft it into a blog post xD Squeezing them all into one post wouldn't be very wise afterall >_>

quick update

just a quick one for all of you who're still following my blog. the picture blog post is underway; I'm still working on it. Trying to figure out the best way to post it. I think I might split the post up into two or three parts, with about two or three days in between for you guys to read through each post? Either that or I'll make a few slide shows I guess? So yup.

On a side note, I had a pretty good week today. Monday and wednesday with Daphne - thanks love~ Tuesday with someone else. Thursday at school, Friday with Jehanne at JE Library. Looking forward to next week's badminton with Lynn, hopefully she's free. Monday/Tuesday school seminar thingy. Seems pretty interesting, I might actually stay longer? Hmm. Gonna think up of ways to get out of the house more often... So here's a shout out: ANYONE OF YOU WHO WANTS TO GO OUT AND DO STUFF LEMME KNOW! That is, if you don't mind my coming with you =3

Posted June 5th, 2010

I guess I'm really incompetent sometimes ~

Hey there you guys,

Sorry for the lack of posts. I don't really have much to blog about really, nothing interesting's happening in my life so much as for me to blog about it. Just normal day to day activities, friends, and whatnot. Though for this post its to rant about my incompetency and of course to blabber about what's been going on lately~

When I get pretty immersed in watching anime or playing games, I tend to loose track of time and my mood to do "the more important things" gets kinda ..ruined? Not ruined in a bad way, its just that I don't feel like doing it just yet, you know? I like doing things when I see fit, so its bad when I don't feel like doing things that are more important, just yet.

OH! But its not like I watch anime alot during school semesters. I'm in holidays right now so I do whatever I want to. Its just that summer research has started so..

Well the schedule isn't tight or anything, its a "do it at your own pace" thing. I just have to go see the professor with my other group mate (Kay :3) whenever we're ready to proceed to each next stage. So its bad when I don't do my part. And well I wasted two days watching anime just because I was hooked onto re-watching them. I honestly couldn't stop watching because each story and episode connects everything together. So I've been sleeping late these days... And its also because I finally tried out this english otome game(made by fans for fans!), and got a lil hooked, though not as badly. I know when to stop the game when its time for me to.

(On a side note, man its a little hard to type what with my scalded hand still healing. The hardened brown patches make it difficult to stretch my hand. But ah well..)

Anyways, continuing, this otome game is great. I recommended it to Maybo, but I don't know if she's gotten it yet. (If you haven't, you're welcome to stop by my house ad try it out on my comp or something ;P). Anyone else who wants to try it(its a dating simulation game for females), here's a link to the resources you need:

sakevisual - RE:Alistair++

Its really rare to find ENGLISH otome games, and that this is FREE too! And the art is juicy. Its a really simple game, but aside from that, its very, very enjoyable. So if you're like me - a sucker for reverse harems, or have a spot for bishounen(handsome guys), and don't mind playing dating simulation(DS) games - TRY THIS OUT! Serious! I can't wait for their next DS game to be released, its called Hanamix2. Can't wait! Now I know otome games are pretty fun ;) I've always wanted to try one out, and now that I have, I pray I don't get too hooked and start buying a Nintendo DS or a PS 2/3 just to play the games =\! HENG MIN BETTER DON'T GET ME TOO HYPED UP! >_<

Anyways, the picture post. Well I told May Bo it'd be up soon, but alas, I've been occupied with the above mentioned activities that I haven't finished the editing, at all. So it'll take a while. And uh...its going to be a show off picture post sadly >_>

Okay okay, back to summer research. So the schedule is relaxed! So just keep me posted about any activities you guys wanna do with me, or if you wanna go out with me to walk and talk, or come over, etc. Just let me know, alright? I won't bite! ^_^

Daphne:
Hey dear, I've really been wanting to contact you these days to talk about the suggested meet ups. But its kinda hard for us to talk/sms over the phone >< You're having lessons at night, and me being lazy on the other hand... Hey, really, just make a few decisions on your own, and at your convenience, and tell me instead >_< Though I'll try my best to make arrangements too, with Lynn. AHHH!!! I really want to go over!!! But I don't like going over when I have school stuff going on ): AAHHHHHHHHHH!!!! >< Dad tells me to relax and take these things as what I wanna do, as things that I enjoy. But its kinda hard, because afterall its SCHOOL stuff, you know? School = cannot relax. Its sad, but this is how I'm like x_x

Anyway, continuing, I'm honestly an incompetent ass! Goshhhhh, I really need to learn to discipline myself better!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!! *Goes crazy*

Posted May 13, 2010

100th post

Wow, this is like, the 100th post. But aside from that, I'm here to blog. Yes, blog.

Exams are finally over, and I have four months to spare to do the stuff I've left till now to do. Yays. So right now its 11:20pm, I'm waiting for my instant noodles to cool down abit before eating it. Yes, its dinner. Yes, I know its bad. But that's not the issue right now. I'm having a relaxing night by blogging for leisure at my own pace, whilst eating, and then doing stuff later. Its a quiet night, my parents are out attending a wedding dinner, whilst my sis is probably at her boyfriend's, so I'm home alone right now, enjoying this one-person thing right now.

So..in these four months, what have I planned out, and what do I wanna do?

Well first off,

I have summer research in school. And it'll last from May till July. I wonder what other productive things I could do after that before school starts. I was thinking of volunteer work (uh..its just for my resume. But of course to be charitable as well.) at a tuition centre, or maybe do simple community service stuff. Or seminars and the like.

Next, I wanna watch anime!!!! Finally I have the time to DO IT! Yays. *Starts eating the noodles*

Then I wanna read the books I have, maybe do some DIY-accessorizing. Hmm what else..Work out, I suppose? My muscles have been tensed up for a few months because of school.

Oh and speaking of which, I also hope to review the important school work with this break to prepare for year 2.

Anyways, I also wanna replay some games for fun. And I also have a CD project that's been on hiatus, but resumed working on. I hope it turns out well ^^ I'm currently doing the CD booklet.

And also, its probably routine, but I suppose meeting up with my friends is also part of the schedule. Hmm what else...I can't really remember.

So I guess that's about it. I wanna eat my noodles, and watch an episode of Lucky Star. Hopefully my laptop lasts x_X CIAO!

massive post

that I accumulated throughout the exam period in notepad.
*copies and pastes*

--------------------------April 20---------------------------

...Had four periods of hiccups yesterday. :\\

And today my mouse keeps dropping onto the floor :\\
And also today, my muscles and bones feel like they're gonna die :\\

Is it okay to still think about your past love even now?
Is it okay to still drop tears when you think about it?
(Yeah, this is a question.)

I think...To love someone is really a choice, a decision..
I'm beginning to slowly accept that notion, and that waiting for the right person just isn't going to accomplish anything. I don't know if you girls(or any guy who reads my blog as well LOL), approach love and relationships like I do now, but this is a conclusion I've come to after years and after talking about it with various people. You can like someone, but..its different. I don't exactly know how to put this into words, but having someone to like, and choosing someone, are two completely different things. Sometimes when you've waited for so long you feel like giving up already, you end up taking the guy who's "most available".
Not to sound horrible, but sometimes its true. When I think about myself doing something like that, the ultimate question that perks me is "Would it be possible to grow to love that person?" even if in the beginning there wasn't anything.

Ughhhh, after that hiccup fit yesterday, I feel like my upper body's breaking apart :\

--------------------------April 22---------------------------

imagine listening to In Flames when you've just got home burnt out from exam+revision at school the whole day till 9pm. its awesome shit. a wave of 10000% metal song-induced drowsiness will overwhelm you, and you'd feel like "shit..." *faints*

Oh right, my glasses almost died on me today. well it did, but MOMMY FIXED IT BACK FOR ME. THANK YOU MOM. I LOVE YOU. to think my nightmare would come true :\
see I was having a nightmare about being really late for the exam today, and yeah.
well I wasn't the least bit late, but I could've reached earlier. the reason in the dream and the reason IRL are different though. LULZ.

--------------------------April 23---------------------------

OMG. 12:30am. BAT. IN. THE. HOUSE. *FREAKING FASCINATED* SO CUTEE! Wanted to take a photo but couldn't, too dark. And no, I don't use flash on bats.
Awwww, it was trying to find its way out via sensing air flows, says my sis when
she came back not long after the bat flew in. Sis is so smart o.o

Side note, I think guys on facebook who have an all-female friends list are P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C. Yes, you heard me right, shitty guys. :\

On another side side note, I feel like I've just sniffed in thousands of bat-pollen lol xD


--------------------------April 27---------------------------

....there was an unknown bug FLYING AND BZZZING around my room throughout the WHOLE night, that I didn't really get a good sleep :\ Every once in a while, I'd hear "bzzzz. bam! bam! bzzz!!!" ugh, and I was DEAD tired. So yes, whenever I woke up to
that, I fell asleep a few seconds later. But WTF? STOP BZZING. I WANT TO SLEEP OKAY?!?!?!
Then right now I've unconvered the bug's identity: it's some kind of moth. WTF?

Posted April 28th, 2010