Yay, the one week school break is NEXT WEEk.
mwahahahaha.
I -finally- have time to myself to play and study and revise my PHYSICS.
which is lacking like crazy.
physics is the new maths.
can't wait for this friday, like seriously.
BECAUSE THAT'D BE THE START OF THE AWESOMELY SHORT BREAK.
There are quite a few things I want to do~
For starters,
I WANT TO DO THAT PUZZLE I BOUGHT WITH MY PARENTS.
I WANT TO WATCH ANGELS AND DEMONS WITH MY PARENTS.
Because they put it on hold just for me, aw.
Hmm what else..
Maybe some hanging out at wala wala next thursday?
(Provided Sherlyn and The UnXpected are playing..)
Maybe catch a movie with Jolene and gang, since she mentioned it last week.
Anyone else would like to add to my list of people-to-meet-up? xD
If my schedule becomes to packed for the break, I might not be able to slot you in xD
Simple because I don't want to go out almost everyday next week. >.<
Anyway these few days, some of you may have noticed that I'm not in the most happy of moods. (Okay, if you didn't notice, that's fine xD). Some stuff have happened, that's why I've been a bit...sad. But now I'm alright, I decided to get angry instead.
What's the point in putting in somewhat special efforts to make contact or meet up someone you haven't seen in months, but he doesn't really reply you back all the time? I mean, it just goes to show that the other party is not that enthusiastic about meeting me up :\
I'm absolutely not going to do it anymore.
At least for now, that is.
Abit sick of it.
And I think this is how Maybo felt with piggy Ryan.
Just that I'm not dating anyone right now.
I'm going to try my utmost best to make sure I don't think about him, nor ask him out, or anything. Talking is fine. I'm just not going to attempt to meet him up, unless he suggests to. I'm going to stop putting hopes in this, stop thinking, and treat him like he was just another regular guy-friend.
(I mean, its not like I was hoping to -date- him, its more like..how it makes me happy just meeting him up once a while.)
Anything else, anything else to blog about..Can't remember, really.
Well that's all for now I suppose.
Posted Tuesday, 22nd September 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
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Hullo ._.
I feel so fucking screwed up today :\
I made a huge, stupid, careless error in my previous lab report and only just realized it after I had handed it in.
Yeah and the lab report before that, I also made a similarly stupid and careless mistake. And these mistakes I made are critical in that they are crucial to my explanations of the results.
Am I cursed or what?! Honestly, I need to learn to read everything properly and just slow down. Gawd..This is just the worst.
Next, my friends and I were discussing about the recent test we had, and now I know I probably screwed up mine when I previously thought I had done okay :\\
And, I also only JUST found out today that we have a mock forensic science test during the 3-hour lecture this week. Wtf. The marks aren't counted since its a mock, but I'm still wtf. Like, WHAT THE FUCK?
Merh.
Also, I'm lagging behind on my own revision wtf, and I really, really DO need to revise and practice, but I have soooooo many things to do! Physics, maths, core chem corses (2), zzzzzz. And people actually wonder why the science students always have so many things to do while the arts/social-science students just need to have a good command of the English Language, do research, and write heaps of essays. No concepts involved, no practicing involved :\ My life is tougher than yours if you're an arts student who's reading this rant post.
And I also heard that its hard to score high for my course. And that in year 1 you can at best only get a GPA of 3. So I'm like, wtf?!shit...
I have school every. single. day. lasting for majority of the day. When I come back I'm usually quite worn out. Whatever time I have left on each day is SO little. But yet my list of work-to-do's goes on and on. And it doesn't help that whatever chemistry I learnt back in my college days aren't enough to help me deal with the new stuff I'm learning in my core chem courses.
Whatever time I've used to rest abit till now...they don't even amount up to a day(leaving out nella notte, and wala wala and church). I need 3 days of weekends instead of two, honestly. Because when friday comes I'm usually tired, and so I get a good sleep till saturday. Then saturday comes and I don't have much time till monday so I need to just start on work and revise. Sunday I have church, and I come back and revise my work. I don't have a proper rest day to do my own things, you know?
I'm absolutely not complaining here, I'm not fed up or anything. I'm just abit..worn out of sorts, that this routine is somewhat stressful. I feel like... "In the end..I'm not even university-material."
And the university curriculum is as short as 4 months, with a 2-month break after. So we study like batshit crazy during the 4 months, along with tests and exams and revision and practice.
I know that everything is do-able, and I know I can do it lol. Its more like...I just need a proper weekend to consolidate all that I've learnt for the week. And I ALSO need to read up on the relevant chapters taught for the week using the textbooks I bought.
Oh well..
Anyway, on to some amusing stuff.
I caught a roach in my room the other day. Sealed it in an air-tight container. AND ITS STILL FUCKING ALIVE. WTF WTF WTF.
The night I caught it, I decided I'd teach myself to be less afraid of roaches. So guess what I did. I just held the container up at eye-level, and stared at the gross thing running about in circles. Not more than 3 seconds of that, and I was ready to THROW UP MY COOKIES. :\ So yeah, now I'm like honestly thinking that roaches are fucking gross. I never want to do something like this again lolol.
Another small joke,
My dad had a friend who owned a pet bird. Everyday the owner would try to teach it greeting words. So one day his friends came over, and they talked to the birdy, "Hello hello how are you?? ^_^" Guess what it replied?
"BASTARD."
AHAHAHAHAAHAHA. Apparently, whenever the bird didn't learn the words, which was always the case, the owner would curse and swear, saying "Bastard!!!." So the bird learnt bastard instead LOL. Funniest thing I've ever heard haha.
So that's all for now~~
Posted 14th September 2009, Monday
I feel so fucking screwed up today :\
I made a huge, stupid, careless error in my previous lab report and only just realized it after I had handed it in.
Yeah and the lab report before that, I also made a similarly stupid and careless mistake. And these mistakes I made are critical in that they are crucial to my explanations of the results.
Am I cursed or what?! Honestly, I need to learn to read everything properly and just slow down. Gawd..This is just the worst.
Next, my friends and I were discussing about the recent test we had, and now I know I probably screwed up mine when I previously thought I had done okay :\\
And, I also only JUST found out today that we have a mock forensic science test during the 3-hour lecture this week. Wtf. The marks aren't counted since its a mock, but I'm still wtf. Like, WHAT THE FUCK?
Merh.
Also, I'm lagging behind on my own revision wtf, and I really, really DO need to revise and practice, but I have soooooo many things to do! Physics, maths, core chem corses (2), zzzzzz. And people actually wonder why the science students always have so many things to do while the arts/social-science students just need to have a good command of the English Language, do research, and write heaps of essays. No concepts involved, no practicing involved :\ My life is tougher than yours if you're an arts student who's reading this rant post.
And I also heard that its hard to score high for my course. And that in year 1 you can at best only get a GPA of 3. So I'm like, wtf?!shit...
I have school every. single. day. lasting for majority of the day. When I come back I'm usually quite worn out. Whatever time I have left on each day is SO little. But yet my list of work-to-do's goes on and on. And it doesn't help that whatever chemistry I learnt back in my college days aren't enough to help me deal with the new stuff I'm learning in my core chem courses.
Whatever time I've used to rest abit till now...they don't even amount up to a day(leaving out nella notte, and wala wala and church). I need 3 days of weekends instead of two, honestly. Because when friday comes I'm usually tired, and so I get a good sleep till saturday. Then saturday comes and I don't have much time till monday so I need to just start on work and revise. Sunday I have church, and I come back and revise my work. I don't have a proper rest day to do my own things, you know?
I'm absolutely not complaining here, I'm not fed up or anything. I'm just abit..worn out of sorts, that this routine is somewhat stressful. I feel like... "In the end..I'm not even university-material."
And the university curriculum is as short as 4 months, with a 2-month break after. So we study like batshit crazy during the 4 months, along with tests and exams and revision and practice.
I know that everything is do-able, and I know I can do it lol. Its more like...I just need a proper weekend to consolidate all that I've learnt for the week. And I ALSO need to read up on the relevant chapters taught for the week using the textbooks I bought.
Oh well..
Anyway, on to some amusing stuff.
I caught a roach in my room the other day. Sealed it in an air-tight container. AND ITS STILL FUCKING ALIVE. WTF WTF WTF.
The night I caught it, I decided I'd teach myself to be less afraid of roaches. So guess what I did. I just held the container up at eye-level, and stared at the gross thing running about in circles. Not more than 3 seconds of that, and I was ready to THROW UP MY COOKIES. :\ So yeah, now I'm like honestly thinking that roaches are fucking gross. I never want to do something like this again lolol.
Another small joke,
My dad had a friend who owned a pet bird. Everyday the owner would try to teach it greeting words. So one day his friends came over, and they talked to the birdy, "Hello hello how are you?? ^_^" Guess what it replied?
"BASTARD."
AHAHAHAHAAHAHA. Apparently, whenever the bird didn't learn the words, which was always the case, the owner would curse and swear, saying "Bastard!!!." So the bird learnt bastard instead LOL. Funniest thing I've ever heard haha.
So that's all for now~~
Posted 14th September 2009, Monday
Thursday, September 10, 2009
nella notte
w00t
just came back from Nella Notte 2 (a concert)
finally get to see kor performing again!!!!!!!!!!! (with a string ensemble)
choooooooo happy hahaha.
the original composition he wrote was pretty awesome
I personally liked it.
and I managed to get the tickets through kor,
so each ticket is 5$ cheaper ahahahahaha.
one for daphne one for me.
can't wait to see kor again >.<
today after the concert we left immediately,
but luckily daphne strongly encouraged me to turn back and wait for him at the auditorium to chat with him for a while.
she looked straight into my heart sia xD
I was shy about waiting la..but also because I feel that I'm not the only person on his list of to-greet-friends (aka I'm not that important)
but I think it was good I went back haha.
He said he was gonna go back to school to study since he's got a quiz tomorrow (again!!!!!!! xD always next day got quiz de lol)
I really wanted to go follow/disturb him at his school but sigh its a thursday, and I still have school tomorrow zzzzzz. and it was 10pm by the time the concert ended. haiz.
oh well.
next time go ask him out ba~
after his exams or somethin'
anyway, thanks daphne for coming with me (:
and I swear my physics lecturer is super cute sia.
xD
can't take it xDDDDDD
and bengang today was VERY entertaining AHAHAHAHAA.
posted September 10th, 2009.
just came back from Nella Notte 2 (a concert)
finally get to see kor performing again!!!!!!!!!!! (with a string ensemble)
choooooooo happy hahaha.
the original composition he wrote was pretty awesome
I personally liked it.
and I managed to get the tickets through kor,
so each ticket is 5$ cheaper ahahahahaha.
one for daphne one for me.
can't wait to see kor again >.<
today after the concert we left immediately,
but luckily daphne strongly encouraged me to turn back and wait for him at the auditorium to chat with him for a while.
she looked straight into my heart sia xD
I was shy about waiting la..but also because I feel that I'm not the only person on his list of to-greet-friends (aka I'm not that important)
but I think it was good I went back haha.
He said he was gonna go back to school to study since he's got a quiz tomorrow (again!!!!!!! xD always next day got quiz de lol)
I really wanted to go follow/disturb him at his school but sigh its a thursday, and I still have school tomorrow zzzzzz. and it was 10pm by the time the concert ended. haiz.
oh well.
next time go ask him out ba~
after his exams or somethin'
anyway, thanks daphne for coming with me (:
and I swear my physics lecturer is super cute sia.
xD
can't take it xDDDDDD
and bengang today was VERY entertaining AHAHAHAHAA.
posted September 10th, 2009.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
wala wala
Finally managed to put aside time to write a new plot post
sorry for the lack of updates guys >.<
anyways,
school is going really good.
honestly, this is much better than my dreadful college days.
my physics lecturer is so cute.
my cbc 121 lecturer pronounces some words in such a weird way, its so funny lulz.
I tried imitating some of his mispronounced words to my friends in school, and they said "...WHOA. SOUND JUST LIKE HIM SIA!!"
ahaha~~
and I've made quite a lot of friends from all over the place lol.
I'm so happy I decided to become more open and friendly,
because its led me to making more friends of both sexes.
and they're all seemingly good people,
so lucky me (:
anyways, met Daphne on thursday to chill out at wala wala with a band performance.
as usual, the vocalist sings great.
I wished they covered more songs I'm familiar with, but that's okay.
I miss their rock version of Keane's Everybody's Changing though.
That was a great cover.
All the band members were, as usual, great. The drummer was forced to sing 2 Become 1 again ahahaaha. (He sang the same song the last time I was there.) It was a request from the audience in the packed room.
by the time I came home I was superrrrrrr tired, and went straight to sleep at 1am.
Next thursday I'm meeting up Daphne again to attend Joel's mini concert. Finally get to see him performing lol. And I managed to get cheaper tickets through him ahahaha. Can't wait! Even though I'm always tired on thursdays but its okay. I'm good.
(I'm in school from 830 to 530 on thursdays lol. 4 lectures, awesome right? haha~)
anyways..
I STILL haven't caught up with my animes! Haiz. And I always have things to do haha.
I finish the important stuff first, then I do the extra stuff. Gosh there's just alot of extra stuff for me to do. Well actually, I pile all this work on myself lol. Re-read the notes, summarize the notes, re-do some tutorials, read notes for next week's lectures, do extra tutorials from the textbooks, do research on some stuff I'm not sure about etc etc etc. And its for almost all courses I'm registered for this semester lol.
I'm really occupied and busy all the time,
And it makes me wonder if its actually the same for SIM people?
How many courses are you guys registered for??
Posted 5th September, 2009.
sorry for the lack of updates guys >.<
anyways,
school is going really good.
honestly, this is much better than my dreadful college days.
my physics lecturer is so cute.
my cbc 121 lecturer pronounces some words in such a weird way, its so funny lulz.
I tried imitating some of his mispronounced words to my friends in school, and they said "...WHOA. SOUND JUST LIKE HIM SIA!!"
ahaha~~
and I've made quite a lot of friends from all over the place lol.
I'm so happy I decided to become more open and friendly,
because its led me to making more friends of both sexes.
and they're all seemingly good people,
so lucky me (:
anyways, met Daphne on thursday to chill out at wala wala with a band performance.
as usual, the vocalist sings great.
I wished they covered more songs I'm familiar with, but that's okay.
I miss their rock version of Keane's Everybody's Changing though.
That was a great cover.
All the band members were, as usual, great. The drummer was forced to sing 2 Become 1 again ahahaaha. (He sang the same song the last time I was there.) It was a request from the audience in the packed room.
by the time I came home I was superrrrrrr tired, and went straight to sleep at 1am.
Next thursday I'm meeting up Daphne again to attend Joel's mini concert. Finally get to see him performing lol. And I managed to get cheaper tickets through him ahahaha. Can't wait! Even though I'm always tired on thursdays but its okay. I'm good.
(I'm in school from 830 to 530 on thursdays lol. 4 lectures, awesome right? haha~)
anyways..
I STILL haven't caught up with my animes! Haiz. And I always have things to do haha.
I finish the important stuff first, then I do the extra stuff. Gosh there's just alot of extra stuff for me to do. Well actually, I pile all this work on myself lol. Re-read the notes, summarize the notes, re-do some tutorials, read notes for next week's lectures, do extra tutorials from the textbooks, do research on some stuff I'm not sure about etc etc etc. And its for almost all courses I'm registered for this semester lol.
I'm really occupied and busy all the time,
And it makes me wonder if its actually the same for SIM people?
How many courses are you guys registered for??
Posted 5th September, 2009.
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