1 January 2010
Happy 2010 to all of youuuuuuu!!!
Tiffy/Wan-wan/SW loves you lots lots ^^
So while I'm typing this, I'm eating the kueh that Jehanne gave us. Yum (:
THE FIREWORKS WERE FRIGGIN' SPECTACULAR AND AWESOME. I LOVED IT. AND I WAS SCREAMING EVEN WHEN I SAID ONLY 5 MINUTES BEFORE IT STARTED THAT I WASN'T FEELING EXCITED. Ahahahahaha. Gosh it was just really, really gooooooooooooooooood! I haven't felt this happy/delighted in ages. Its a different kind of 'happy' haha. Well, more like, I can't remember when was the last time hmm. Might have been a few weeks ago, might not. No idea. But this midnight was just...awwwwwww.
Thanks so much for spending it with me Jo, KG and Jehanne ^_^ !!
And kudos to Heng Min for hanging out with me before I met up with Jo and co. DINNER WAS JUST AWESOME HAHAHA. Those LAUGHS we had are like UNFORGETTABLE. I haven't had this much laughter in soooooooooooo long. So thank you so much (: High school days are awesome ;D
Last but not least, Happy New Year ! (:
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
so they say
"If you love somebody, you should set them free."
Ronan Keating - The Long Goodbye
I can't help but feel an extreme and ineffable saddness from realizing something..
No matter how good a friend you make, no matter how much you think he or she was meant to be your soulmate (on a friendly basis), they are destined to leave you - once they have found their special someone to spend their lives with..
Your friends' hearts - they never belong to you - no matter how much you treasure them. I understand..I understand..I really do understand all these. Afterall, finding that special someone is (supposedly) everyone's goal - even mine. I've come to a point in life where I can understand and accept things that are inevitable, and still be able to smile at that.
But I cannot help but feel so lonely deep inside, and I must ask for your forgiveness for being selfish - even if it isn't my intention to be such...
Because I'm still alone in my love life, my friends hold an important place in my heart. And even more so, for someone who's practically spent the past 7 years of her life supporting me. But..For these important people to leave me one day like this...
I can't help but uncontrollably shed tears that I don't want flowing out of my eyes. These tears don't mean "I don't want you to leave me." rather, they carry the words "I know you have to leave me one day, but for now, the saddness that accompanies such a farewell - its too great for me to bear."
I am fully aware that we all will still remain friends - its not like we're leaving each other. Its something like..This farewell from you is "Our relationship is something of the past - and I can smile at it because it was good! You still hold a very important, an irreplacable place in my life.". But I know, and I understand that this place in your heart that you have given me to occupy is not great - not as great as the one person who will fill the rest of your heart with more love and hope than I could ever give to you.
I am not jealous. I am in fact, happy and will be, for when you, my friends, find your destined person. (:
But I wonder..
Will I be able to say the same thing to you, as you did on that day to me, when I've found my special someone?
30 December 2009
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Ronan Keating - The Long Goodbye
I can't help but feel an extreme and ineffable saddness from realizing something..
No matter how good a friend you make, no matter how much you think he or she was meant to be your soulmate (on a friendly basis), they are destined to leave you - once they have found their special someone to spend their lives with..
Your friends' hearts - they never belong to you - no matter how much you treasure them. I understand..I understand..I really do understand all these. Afterall, finding that special someone is (supposedly) everyone's goal - even mine. I've come to a point in life where I can understand and accept things that are inevitable, and still be able to smile at that.
But I cannot help but feel so lonely deep inside, and I must ask for your forgiveness for being selfish - even if it isn't my intention to be such...
Because I'm still alone in my love life, my friends hold an important place in my heart. And even more so, for someone who's practically spent the past 7 years of her life supporting me. But..For these important people to leave me one day like this...
I can't help but uncontrollably shed tears that I don't want flowing out of my eyes. These tears don't mean "I don't want you to leave me." rather, they carry the words "I know you have to leave me one day, but for now, the saddness that accompanies such a farewell - its too great for me to bear."
I am fully aware that we all will still remain friends - its not like we're leaving each other. Its something like..This farewell from you is "Our relationship is something of the past - and I can smile at it because it was good! You still hold a very important, an irreplacable place in my life.". But I know, and I understand that this place in your heart that you have given me to occupy is not great - not as great as the one person who will fill the rest of your heart with more love and hope than I could ever give to you.
I am not jealous. I am in fact, happy and will be, for when you, my friends, find your destined person. (:
But I wonder..
Will I be able to say the same thing to you, as you did on that day to me, when I've found my special someone?
30 December 2009
(Please scroll down for next post entered on same day.)
they will never know until..
...until you tell them.
The only way, for friends to understand your true heartfelt intentions, is to make them known.
Do not feel, nor relish in the thought, that it is too wasteful and consuming to explain.
This way, you won't be misunderstood (:
And in doing so, you can gain a new light, a new understanding.
Don't bottle it all up and assume that there is no one who can understand your intentions. As long as it is good, as long as you are not intentionally trying to hurt the people around you out of anger, or jealousy, or spite - it is good.
If someone, if a friend, is trying to explain themselves to you, you should also try your best to sit through it. And if you don't want to because you do not think the issue to be of emotional significance to you, you could refuse it in a manner that would not result in misunderstandings. You cannot expect people to understand your character or personality, nor expect them to understand that your refute meant no intentional harm.
Look at these two sentences, and ask yourself, which is better? Which one should be able to help resolve things in a simple, yet happy manner, assuming the other party doesn't understand you well but yet is a good friend of yours?
" Its okay de, don't need to explain ^^ "
" dun need explain "
If you feel guilt right now, good for you - because you will change one day - everyone changes be it for the good, or the bad. If you know you are insensitive, then good for you - because you will change one day. Don't expect your friends to not hold grudges or misunderstandings against you - because the world does not revolve around you, and not everyone is as forgiving(or forgetful) as you are.
It is alright to be selfish, if you know your limits and that your selfishness is not malicious.
But then again, the world is not so kind..But at least, you should strive to maintain a healthy relationship with those you cherish for you will lose them if you don't. This is a message to all my friends, and of course to myself.
30 December 2009
The only way, for friends to understand your true heartfelt intentions, is to make them known.
Do not feel, nor relish in the thought, that it is too wasteful and consuming to explain.
This way, you won't be misunderstood (:
And in doing so, you can gain a new light, a new understanding.
Don't bottle it all up and assume that there is no one who can understand your intentions. As long as it is good, as long as you are not intentionally trying to hurt the people around you out of anger, or jealousy, or spite - it is good.
If someone, if a friend, is trying to explain themselves to you, you should also try your best to sit through it. And if you don't want to because you do not think the issue to be of emotional significance to you, you could refuse it in a manner that would not result in misunderstandings. You cannot expect people to understand your character or personality, nor expect them to understand that your refute meant no intentional harm.
Look at these two sentences, and ask yourself, which is better? Which one should be able to help resolve things in a simple, yet happy manner, assuming the other party doesn't understand you well but yet is a good friend of yours?
" Its okay de, don't need to explain ^^ "
" dun need explain "
If you feel guilt right now, good for you - because you will change one day - everyone changes be it for the good, or the bad. If you know you are insensitive, then good for you - because you will change one day. Don't expect your friends to not hold grudges or misunderstandings against you - because the world does not revolve around you, and not everyone is as forgiving(or forgetful) as you are.
It is alright to be selfish, if you know your limits and that your selfishness is not malicious.
But then again, the world is not so kind..But at least, you should strive to maintain a healthy relationship with those you cherish for you will lose them if you don't. This is a message to all my friends, and of course to myself.
30 December 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
MOAR PLZ
Its 26 December 2009, and this is my christmas day for this year.
EOYEOYEOYEOYEOYEOY
End Of Year (Cosplay/Event)
NEED MOAR ANIMU FESTIVALZ PLZ
I wish I had taken more photos ;_; !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Gosh. It was like, TRIPLE JOY.
Because I went with Heng Min, who brought more friends, so I got to make more friends, and I seriously thoroughly enjoyed my time at the fair.
BUT NEXT TIME MUST GO EARLIER.
NOT ENOUGH PICS.
*CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY*
Will upload pictars on FB soon enough.
..The MOST memorable cosplayer was the guy who did Sephiroth.
Why? BECAUSE HE LOOKED LIKE SHIT. HE DESTROYED SEPHIROTH'S SEXY IMAGE WTHHHHH.
Don't worry, I took a side-view picture of that guy.
And there was YUI MAKINO.
SHE DID A SURPRISE MINI PERFORMANCE AFTER THE LOLITA FASHION RUN AT THE AUDITORIUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Pictures of lolita show will be posted, don't worry you suckers for lolita ;) )
(Her concert starts at night - which requires a special ticket that I didn't purchase because I wasn't exactly interested in the concert. Give me a Daisuke Ono-Katsuyuki Konishi-Daisuke Namikawa script performance then YEZ PLZ. BECAUSE THEIR SEXY VOICES ARE TO DIE FOR.)
Gosh she was SO FRIGGIN' CUTE. She voices Sakura in the TRC anime and OVA's, and I couldn't believe my ears when I heard her singing live, because she sounds exactly like how she voiced Sakura. I mean, she's SUPPOSED to sound like that, but hearing it LIVE, I was at a LOSS FOR WORDS. JUST UBER DUBER CUTE PLZ. I'm *so* going to download her single that's gonna be released March next year. Sure its a VERY generic-sounding song BUT WHATEVER. I LIKED IT. She did a surprise performance for that to-be--released single, and I loved every second of it. It was like "AUDIO ORGASM" as Heng Min puts it. He loved the night concert, awwwwwwwww, loved how cute she was, loved how cute her screaming was. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
I *so* friggin' loved the friends I made at the fair. Heng Min's cousin(girl), oh she and I clique SO WELL TOGETHER. She's the type, like me, to say "OMG SHE'S SO FRIGGIN' CUTE I CAN'T TAKE IT." =DDDD
And Kay was at the fair too. She had a booth there~ But I only managed to say hi once and she looked so busy so I went off with my friends first. But by the time I was back, she was gone ):
Ah well. STILL GOT SOY. START OF YEAR. YES MUZ ATTEND. Should I get a new outfit?
Gosh I still feel so friggin' high I can't put it into words XD
Anyways, I don't know what else about the event to blog about, I CAN'T REMEMBER. All I know is that WE WERE ALL SUPER HIGH xD
So until I can remember anything else, ciao!
EOYEOYEOYEOYEOYEOY
End Of Year (Cosplay/Event)
NEED MOAR ANIMU FESTIVALZ PLZ
I wish I had taken more photos ;_; !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Gosh. It was like, TRIPLE JOY.
Because I went with Heng Min, who brought more friends, so I got to make more friends, and I seriously thoroughly enjoyed my time at the fair.
BUT NEXT TIME MUST GO EARLIER.
NOT ENOUGH PICS.
*CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY*
Will upload pictars on FB soon enough.
..The MOST memorable cosplayer was the guy who did Sephiroth.
Why? BECAUSE HE LOOKED LIKE SHIT. HE DESTROYED SEPHIROTH'S SEXY IMAGE WTHHHHH.
Don't worry, I took a side-view picture of that guy.
And there was YUI MAKINO.
SHE DID A SURPRISE MINI PERFORMANCE AFTER THE LOLITA FASHION RUN AT THE AUDITORIUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Pictures of lolita show will be posted, don't worry you suckers for lolita ;) )
(Her concert starts at night - which requires a special ticket that I didn't purchase because I wasn't exactly interested in the concert. Give me a Daisuke Ono-Katsuyuki Konishi-Daisuke Namikawa script performance then YEZ PLZ. BECAUSE THEIR SEXY VOICES ARE TO DIE FOR.)
Gosh she was SO FRIGGIN' CUTE. She voices Sakura in the TRC anime and OVA's, and I couldn't believe my ears when I heard her singing live, because she sounds exactly like how she voiced Sakura. I mean, she's SUPPOSED to sound like that, but hearing it LIVE, I was at a LOSS FOR WORDS. JUST UBER DUBER CUTE PLZ. I'm *so* going to download her single that's gonna be released March next year. Sure its a VERY generic-sounding song BUT WHATEVER. I LIKED IT. She did a surprise performance for that to-be--released single, and I loved every second of it. It was like "AUDIO ORGASM" as Heng Min puts it. He loved the night concert, awwwwwwwww, loved how cute she was, loved how cute her screaming was. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
I *so* friggin' loved the friends I made at the fair. Heng Min's cousin(girl), oh she and I clique SO WELL TOGETHER. She's the type, like me, to say "OMG SHE'S SO FRIGGIN' CUTE I CAN'T TAKE IT." =DDDD
And Kay was at the fair too. She had a booth there~ But I only managed to say hi once and she looked so busy so I went off with my friends first. But by the time I was back, she was gone ):
Ah well. STILL GOT SOY. START OF YEAR. YES MUZ ATTEND. Should I get a new outfit?
Gosh I still feel so friggin' high I can't put it into words XD
Anyways, I don't know what else about the event to blog about, I CAN'T REMEMBER. All I know is that WE WERE ALL SUPER HIGH xD
So until I can remember anything else, ciao!
Sunday, December 20, 2009
=3
To think that I'm not blogging much in this one month break when I'm actually somewhat "eager" to blog DURING school semesters. -.-'
Anyways, its a sunday today, 20th December. My eyes are popping out.
I had a great time with my sec school girls on the 19th <3 You guys are the best (:
Kudos to Jo and her mom for playing hosts to our stay over ^^
Pizza for dinner with Cindy and Maybo, pool with the girls along with KG, Brian and Clifton(Jo's younger brother). And Brian was being such an ass for being strict with me about pool DDDDDD: Its not like I'll ever improve >_> And besides, I can't play/practice with people around >_< And logcake~ It was delicious, thank God the girls liked it. Too bad KG and Brian couldn't get a taste of it mwahahahahaha. And yeah, next time I'll be the one threatening to push Brian down into the wet pool.
Oh and, AVATAR 3D was awesome. Like, really impressive stuff. Lots of details here and there, but there was somewhat of a lack of ...emotional attachment. For example, I couldn't feel much compassion when *her* father died in that scene. Sure her crying was all drama, but I couldn't feel touched ): And as usual, I love the lead male. I first noticed this actor in the latest Terminator installation(watched the movie at home..>_>). Just that the Terminator movie itself sucked real shit. But the guy was really cute, to me at least =3 I like guys who are slightly buff like him, and have that...slightly macho-bad look aura. They're SO attractive. Like wolves. I love wolves. =D
And before the 19th, I met up with Daphne on wednesday for some light stuff. Great lunch at The Soup Spoon; I wanna go back there again sooooooon DDDDDDDDDD:
Some walking around, tried on a few bikinis, but the ones I liked were too ridiculously expensive D: < Was thinking of going back there today to try on some other cheaper ones but I decided against it in the end (Sorry Bobo :3).
On a side note,
I seem to have the habit of blogging on my laptop. And only on my laptop. Even when I'm at home >w< Strange eh? Anyway...Time to do Daphne's special prezzie, then after that I can relax and do blogshop stuff and read and whatnot.
So that's that for now. Ciao.
Anyways, its a sunday today, 20th December. My eyes are popping out.
I had a great time with my sec school girls on the 19th <3 You guys are the best (:
Kudos to Jo and her mom for playing hosts to our stay over ^^
Pizza for dinner with Cindy and Maybo, pool with the girls along with KG, Brian and Clifton(Jo's younger brother). And Brian was being such an ass for being strict with me about pool DDDDDD: Its not like I'll ever improve >_> And besides, I can't play/practice with people around >_< And logcake~ It was delicious, thank God the girls liked it. Too bad KG and Brian couldn't get a taste of it mwahahahahaha. And yeah, next time I'll be the one threatening to push Brian down into the wet pool.
Oh and, AVATAR 3D was awesome. Like, really impressive stuff. Lots of details here and there, but there was somewhat of a lack of ...emotional attachment. For example, I couldn't feel much compassion when *her* father died in that scene. Sure her crying was all drama, but I couldn't feel touched ): And as usual, I love the lead male. I first noticed this actor in the latest Terminator installation(watched the movie at home..>_>). Just that the Terminator movie itself sucked real shit. But the guy was really cute, to me at least =3 I like guys who are slightly buff like him, and have that...slightly macho-bad look aura. They're SO attractive. Like wolves. I love wolves. =D
And before the 19th, I met up with Daphne on wednesday for some light stuff. Great lunch at The Soup Spoon; I wanna go back there again sooooooon DDDDDDDDDD:
Some walking around, tried on a few bikinis, but the ones I liked were too ridiculously expensive D: < Was thinking of going back there today to try on some other cheaper ones but I decided against it in the end (Sorry Bobo :3).
On a side note,
I seem to have the habit of blogging on my laptop. And only on my laptop. Even when I'm at home >w< Strange eh? Anyway...Time to do Daphne's special prezzie, then after that I can relax and do blogshop stuff and read and whatnot.
So that's that for now. Ciao.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
finally!
new blogskin is up.
LOVELESS ver 1.0
Graphics and layout by yours truly ;D
Basic arial font used for posts since its supported by virtually -all- computers lol.
The last layout had some gothic fonts(to go along with the vampire knight fantasy lulz) that my comp had, but I bet you guys couldn't see the fonts properly and got some arial-styled ones instead. So I decided I'd choose something simpler this time.
Hope you guys like it ^^
LOVELESS ver 1.0
Graphics and layout by yours truly ;D
Basic arial font used for posts since its supported by virtually -all- computers lol.
The last layout had some gothic fonts(to go along with the vampire knight fantasy lulz) that my comp had, but I bet you guys couldn't see the fonts properly and got some arial-styled ones instead. So I decided I'd choose something simpler this time.
Hope you guys like it ^^
Monday, December 7, 2009
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