all I see

I think
my heart's beating fast,
cheeks turning red,
imagination running a lil wild,
daydreamin',
losing my concentration,

and all I see..is?

w00t!!!

I R BLOGGING ON MY PHONE. THIS IS WAY TOO GOOD. Its so much more convenient than blogging from the computer, I think. LOL. So I think you guys can expect more posts from now on! If any of you are even reading this blog still lol~

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I keep thinking about how I really enjoy the schooling life, and how once I graduate everything's going to be over and I'll be back to square one, slowly climbing up the stairs of the working society. I wonder if you guys feel this way? another few more years, and we'll all become full-fledged adults.

on to something else,

I'm not going to reveal any details here, but honestly thinking about -it- distracts me alot. I literally have to force myself not to imagine anything and just concentrate on what's more important than -that-. though its a lil hard. I have to constantly tell myself not to imagine this or that, so that I don't get reminded of anything. But I wish for something better than this though ): strangely this always happens to me, when I try, things just don't turn out right. hmm..kinda disheartening, but I don't really know another way around it. its how I always approach things, or maybe I just keep meeting people who aren't on the same frequency as I am. that's why things don't work out..

Posted Oct 14th, 2010